First day of work at Jurong. The kids are super funny! Nowadays de kids ar .. omg ;x
Reached there punctually, A girl showed me around. Where all the files are placed, The letterbox, the rooms blahblahs
Quite friendly. but Doesn hav much talk bout. So .. yup talked a lil & i was off to Sit-In!
Omg the kids nowadays shocked me. really. This boy Aloysius' late The others ask around why is he late. Then this boy Terry exclaims to the whole class when the teacher's outta the room:
"Aloysius is sex-ing with his gf so he is late!"
I dint expect it from a Primary one boy ><! Anws asked for his name & he replied
"Cinderella!"
LOL. Then i say: "You name s Terry right?!"
"No no, i am batman!"
"Then im superwoman!" i add in.
Hahas. Childish ;x omg so naughty lohhhh. He's the child of the teacher, no wonder ~
2mr gonna go in early. She looks friendly! Can't wait. (:
When for interview on Tuesday morning. They hired me right away! :D
I'm so super lucky, know why? My resume's not v impressive, Just some waitress, cashier, sales assistant work. But they're looking for Admin staff.
It's a new learning centre & they need staff urgently & sooo, Lucky me am free for interview and able to start work within 3 days notice So yea, got the job (: My lovely fwens asked me what the job's about. Too lazy to explain to each of 'em so promised to put up this post. (:
Job Scope :
Order stationaries
answer calls
Design brochures or flyers
cleanliness of centre
Usual admin work
Teach the kids
That's right! I get to teach kawaii kids too! There'll also be opportunities for me to go for training & get certificates for teaching in future :D
So yup. Hopefully i'll do the job well & Mebbe in future when i have my own house, own family I could teach the kids in the neighbourhood kindergarden or schools, Or better still, have my own Hometuition. (:
I wanna design NICENICE flyers / brochures! More kids come = more incentives I wanna teach more kids! More lessons = more income & the learnng centre won't be so bored already (:
Jas says she wanna come interview for teaching post! Will check if they wanna hire students or only welcome prof teachers. Hope she can come work with me in the same enviroment! Would be funnnnnnnnn The centre's so near our houses too! :D
Darlinq is happy that i found the job too ^^ Female enviroment - he like Kiddy enviroment - i like!
He took me shopping for office wear~ Office wear's so expensive! Spent bout $70, after discount somemore. But they're a gift from Darlinq. lovelovees =^^=
His name's spelled "Linzcoln" because XIaoyi wanna call him Linz when his older. hmm?
HAPPY FIRST BDAE ANGGOO BABY! :D Don't grow up so fast k! Else jiejie can't carry you anymore le if you're too heavy! && I want chiu to always stay CUTECUTE! Heehees. *Pinch your face*
Watch this vid! DAMN FUNNY! Baby lncoln kicked his cake OOPS!
Pictures of our lovely bdae boy! (So innocent!)
We put him in the pail today cos we thought it'd be funny ;x
HAHAHS! His standard face when combing his hair. Cos he's worried that we might scratch him or something XD
Playing with his comb (:
p.s. i hope he won't hate me in future ;x You marmie force me take your nude pics de! LOL
Meetup w Suki for interview just now! BUILD-A-BEAR WORKSHOP I nv dared walk n everytime i walk pass. But it sure has caught my attention. Build your own bearbear. SO CUTE!
so we were late, cos i lost my way. zz It's a group interview, they'll choose a few of us who stands out from the crowd for another individual interview.
GROUP INTERVEW
It's scary cos it's not anything like other usual talktalk stuffs. But instead, the lady asked us, "If you were a fruit, what would you like to be?" I wanted Watermelon! But Suki go first & she chose watermelon. omg. So i had to change to dragonfruit within less than a minute. You should have hear me crap my way through ;x
Then, she took out a bear & ask us to promote it, Make her want to buy. I had no promoter jobs to start with. NERVOUS! Suki has experiences as promoter, so she should do fine. But minutes before the interview she sudn say she dunwan work there alr. So i guess she anyhow say a lil jiu sua alr.
After that, we have superdog.
First time i patronise 'em. Not bad, could be better. Value-wise ... i'll not go agn. LOL The proportion's too small for me ;x
Sorry babe, i ps you at night. Too tired urhhs ;x Anws, had a bet w Suki and she lost! If lost i gotta post a SUPER ACT CUTE vid on bloggy. But she lost! So she gotta put exaggerated makeup when we go out!
I've got swollen eyes. No more eyelash glue. No more makeup for me from now on. Yup, good for skin ;x
Wassuppppppppp
Why, you asked : No microsoft, no adobe. Study wad IT course
Good news! : Found two blazers in my cupboard. lol Might as well wear 'em. Must have bought them some time ago, but forgot bout them ><! Found loads of makeup in my drawer while clearing out some stuffs ytd. Too bad, i dunwan makeup alr. No-mood-season
Why don't i find a job? : I enjoy slacking, who dont? (: I got an interview for 2 admin jobs. Have always wanted more exposure in that field! No more service and F&B & cashier blahblahs. But horrrrrrr .. I got an interview at build-a-bear(BABW) too! The bears like sooo cute! Tempted to work for BABW cos of their cute cute bearbears. I LOVE kids !
About the Singtel thingy : Darlinq worried sick liao. Fever ): Angry him says he's so worried dan i still so bo chup one. What's the point of broding over it? Might as well try to forget bout it till i have to face it mar. Else no point being unhappy all the while since can't do anything also?
I remember, My friends will always apologise quickly when i tell them my parent's divorced & we've lost contact.
Because they thought i'd be sad or somehow affected. But i'm not. I've always brushed it off. I've never tried to remember him Like any other child would. I don't hate him, in fact i've got no feelings towards him. Emotionless. I've always thought of my reaction as strange, instead of strong. It's just not normal i guess. Morever, i've seen him when im young. Till i was 2+, he left.
When im older, It slowly dawned on me that claiming he's dead will spare me those sympathetic eyes. I don't need them. Only my closest friends knows .. That he might still be alive roaming somewhere in this world.
The reason for this post is this vid. It jolted my long hidden away memories awake.
Why i'd no feelings towards him, Why i don't want to / don't see a need to remember him,
He's an Abuser. I saw everything. The noise, the scene, the shattering of heart, the sobs. Everything I remember everything recorded into my 2-3year old brain. i remember that dark room. The reason why my mum's shoulder will still ache from time to time. The culprit.
<Update in 2013> I actually had a talk w my mum about this and.. she told me that he'd never abused her. He was never that kind of man. He'd vent his anger on furnitures though and that explains the bruise on my mum's shoulders. It was an accident she said.
Why i never talk back to my mum even if i'm not at fault Why do i not tell her the truth / rather suffer indignity Why i'll nv look her up if i need someone to talk to (other than friends)
When im old enough to portray my felling through words, I asked her, "when will we get to see daddy agn?" She'll say, "when you're 8 years old" When im 8, i still rmb what she said, I know it's a question she avoids, but i still asked. "Ma, i'm 8 alr. Where is daddy?" "I said when you're 18. not 8" Then, i threw a tantrum and argued with her that she's said 8, not 18! This dint go on for v long. She left the room. & i saw her tears for the v first time.
Well, at least now that i have this post. I won't forget alr. Even if he come back in future, I wont forgive him. How do one forgive a stranger?
p.s. im not emo. No need console me or wadever. Just that i sudn rmb this & feel that there is a need to type it out or tell someone. Like some psychological treatment. Im freed from the tattoo he's scarred me with. im now 18. I dont see a need to hide from these memories anymore. Im happy, im alright. The one who should be ashamed is him. I've got nothing to hide. Cheers (:
p.s.s. If you're one of those i'd lied to that my dad's dead. Im sorry ;x
OMG, Singtel broadband bill came alr. An effing amount of $549.50! Wtf, shocked. Called Singtel hotline. USELESS. I repeat and repeat that the lady at Comex said it's UNLIMITED USAGE. But the answer i got is : "There is no unlimited plan in Singtel" That's not the point okay! Your staff said it is, thus i signed it! Machiam talking to recorder. Only know how to repeat. Waste my time, so i emailed Singtel. Seesee.
Hi,
I was horrendous when i receive my Bill for Mobile broadband yerterday. I had signed for youth plan on Comex 2009. Before signing, I had asked the lady to if it was unlimited. She said YES, thus i signed the plan and was only willing to pay the $15.90/month. But the bill amounted to $549.50! How was i, a mere student, able to fork out the money? I am NOT obliged to pay, your staff told me that i only have have to pay $15.90 per month. It's ridiculous that i have to pay yet $600 more to cancel the plan when your staff is at fault for giving me the wrong information. The first month's bill's already $500+, how can i survice the rest of the months before my contract ends? Even if she's busy, she should not anwser a consumer's question without accuracy or miss out impt info. I hope for an explanation and justice to be done.
Thank you
How Singtell expect me to pay sial! If i knowthere's only 50GB free, i will NEVER sign de right! The connection was slow too. Sometimes when i was connected, i still can't surf the internet.
My bank's only got $5.50. My mum DON'T give me allowance even. How you expect me to fork out that amount. My mum's not even working. zz
Lousy connection + Low rates which i can afford. Im willing to pay. BUT Lousy connection + Horrendous rates? Might as well KILL ME SINGTEL!
I am soooo not going to pay. Take me to court. I'll fight it to the end. Else make me bankrupt? Whatever.
My sis's the one to use the connection. (Mine is Starhub) I told not to use so often alr. Yet she threw a tantrum and keep using it , not bothering to off it when she sleeps. Im the one taken to court, not you. Show some respect, ass!
My mum's right, we must've owe her a debt in our previous life ==!
If there's no reply by tuesday. Im gonna call the headquarter. +65 6838 3388 - for reference.
I watched Trick 'r treat. Nice! I like! Though it's damn gross. Ehehehhs. Different creepy stories interlinking each other on Halloween's (:
Final Destination 3 rocks! 4 not as good ): Im sucha saddist alr. Sudn in love with those gross gross shows ;x
anwssssss Do you know that in the US, There's kids who provide 'LOVE' lesson.
A guy will decorate his room tll v romantic. Then girls pay to learn from him. So that they can prepare themselves for their date. The guy will teach them how to kiss all that. Kissing evn have 6 stages.
Shocked. What are those girls thinking. No matter how nervous they are on their first date also cannot anyhow kiss just anyone de wad ;x
I hope im not too old-fashioned. I just can't accept. Just yet.
Argh, none of my business anws. I live in singapore (:
You can Suki's voice & my "Ehhhhhhh" in the background ;x
Long day today! Anws, been to the library today. Was happily playing 'Thrillville' on my PSP When suddenly an annoying malay voice pulled me back to reality ):
The %^&*(* malay librarian said that it's not allowed to charge psp in the library Only COMPUTER is allowed. Dumb, act yi ge superior. YOU MEAN LAPTOP LA! Ask those using laptop to stop using your plugs la.
I admit i was a lil rude ;x The whole course she's talking to me, I was slowly saving my game, inserting battery, acting as if the plug is stuck and super hard to pull out :D I can tell she is damn pissed man! WEEEEES!
I dint even bother to keep my psp and charger. I just left it on the floor & took my my HP & start playing MORE GAMES. Just to gek her lorhhs :D
She was so pissed that she add something like "There's CCTV so i can see if u charge your psp agn" I was grinning, ya im so bad ): But i v pissed mar. She so yaya papaya one. Why do i always have such tough luck with the malays O_O?
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Meet up with Suki AGN in the afternoon. We talked soooooooo much that i finished TWO cups of pepsi! Now i know more about her family & vice versa (:
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Honey just talked to me on MSN. Complaining about the common enemy she was. Hahs. She's still so uncouth! SHIT SHIT FK FK. Tsktsk. lol.
Sad ytd ): Darlinq dun like my outfit. Blossomz satin tube dress + Vintage Belt + Sheer leggings + Studded heels He says its 'clubbing' wear & weird to be worn in LOT1 == Really that inappropriate mehs?! Next time i shall take pic, show you guys :/
Alrights, had LJS agn. Slightly appeased. hees.
Went home early cos darlinq say alot tikopeks keep stare at my legs == Blackblack see simi? Tsktsk, dunno wads guys thinking @@
Anws, today Darlinq's marmie bought strwberry smoothie for me <3 & cook Oyster omelette (w/o oysters) Yummms! Hungry now.
Suki ask me out last minute ytd! Freefree me am just too glad to spend my day with my bff (:
Gaigai-ed at Yewtee point though we bought nothing except some bread cos she's hungry. hees.
The ppl living there are so fortunate! They got a whole mall just feets from their blocks. The units must be expensive. hmms.
Accompanied Suki while she ate under by the playground. Let's meet some other time for Badminton okay! I miss the times during sec school when we'll meet out Just for that simple sport :D
Visited my aunt at Yewtee & She asked me to pack my stuffs else she'll throw away all Cos i no longer live there. The stuffs are so heavy man! Thus explains the TWO BIG BAGS of apparels and stuffs Im carrying in the first pic. Swollen fingers when i reach home )':
Pictures!
Me in lift & my cutecute TSL (:
I like her new leggings (: But $23 v ex leis hor? Mebbe cos im poooor right now ;x
Fitness corner. I can balance well swinging w/o holding on to the bars okay! :D
Love my black nails (: Love this gold zipper highwaist (: Cos it's designed in sucha way that HPs wont be obvious In the pockets ^^
I forgive that someone already (: I wont bare grudges okay! Since u say u sick dan Takkaires urhhs!
I so good. Last post i was still angry, Now im fine alr. Hehs. Next time better dont MIA, Else i'll hire a P.I to stalk you !
Then if we found out you're lying, Leng and I will torture u personally. lol :D
It's been AGES since marmie bought me anything. I dont even get a birthday cake this year ><
Marmie bought me a nightie few days ago. Grateful.
& i know i wont get anything else for super damn long agn, Cos my sis wanna perm her hair. This mum of mine who only knows how to spoil her lil daughter, Will be giving her $80 soon, & $20 for her fwen's bdae. & so, i wont be getting anything anytime soon ):
No money, no nothing. Im so pok now but i can't get any money from my own mum. She hasn gave me any allowance for months or years ..
How? Be grateful for the shelter above my head, & eat maggie when she nv cook. Best not go out, else watch my friends eat.
My darlinq's my life buoy. Glad that i've my loving friends too. Sobs )':
