I was a fat kid )';

I was a fat kid. I had been a fat kid. I used to be fat.

Thus I've always felt inferior to everyone else? I am never the social butterfly. I'm shy, self-conscious, pretty much 'the loner' in everyone's class. I never felt lonely, I just like to be alone. Relatives used to comment that I'm an introvert as a joke.

But as I grow up, and slim down, I persuade myself that I too shall have a chance at being happy just like everybody else. I have friends who envy me for being sucha positive person I am now, never letting anything get me down. The thing is, they didn't see where I came from, they've never been to where I was emotionally at a tender age. Things like making friends which comes naturally to everyone, that 'mission', I had to work doubly hard on to accomplish. I taught myself to be the person I am now, I pulled myself out from the hell of paranoia. I'm at a happy place now, rocking between insecurities and confidence. Yeah I might still get insecured sometimes, everybody does right? Afterall nobody is perfect, there's always ALWAYS someone better out there. Cliche, but it's damn true.

A big embrace to year 2012(!) in which I'll be turning 21 and will officially be viewed as an adult! hehee!
I just hope the world ends after my birthday hahahaa

A big hug to the culprits that makes my childhood a nightmare(aside from my siblings) too! (;
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Happy New Year guys! -(^~^)-